Something is happening in my life! An unfolding, a letting go, a blossoming, a transformation? I don’t have words to capture it, because I can’t quite catch more than hints and glimpses. But I can feel it. Occasionally it will break through and grab my attention, but it’s fleeting. What I know is that somewhere deep inside the Universe is having its way with me. I can’t control it and I can’t force it, nor would I want to. It will be what it will be, and it will come to fruition when it is ready. Whatever it is that is happening is exhilarating, and it is unnerving. On a regular basis I have the sense that something amazing is about to burst forth, and I have absolutely no idea what I’m doing. Trust seems to be the name of the game. Trust and patience. Life will continue to unfold in the amazing way that it always unfolds. And my job is to show up and simply be myself. It’s not about “doing” anything. It’s about “being” and “becoming.” What happens next? I do not know! So here I stand, with open arms and an open heart, exhilarated and unnerved, patiently (sometimes) trusting (sometimes), doing the best I know how in any given moment to be the fullest, deepest, truest version of myself that I can manage. Something is happening in my life! I have only the barest inkling of where this is headed, but I am absolutely certain that it will be worth showing up for!
Love your eloquent description. I sense a glow…and your recognition and enjoyment of a transient but beautiful state. Thanks for sharing 🙂